Countdown:: 13 hours and 20 minutes.

HOURS, my friends, mere hours until I get on a plane, and I am still making sure that I have everything packed. Again. I swear, if my bags are over weight... I am starting to get nervous. Funny how it really hasn't kicked in in full force until now. Thanks a lot, nerves.

I saw Matt tonight, since he is busy tomorrow. He pointed out that this is the longest we will have gone without each other since we met. I'm in that situation with a lot of people. It's nerve wracking to think that my emotional support system is going to be an ocean away with a 7 hour time difference.

Just got back from Jeffrey's. We sat on his futon in the backyard and watched the sky and sang and talked and held each other. He's going to the airport tomorrow, but my parents will be there, so most of the tender stuff was tonight. And I cried. Again. Geez, I am going to be a wreck.

I must go and check my luggage once again. Until next time.